You guys!
It's been forever. And
it is entirely my fault, so let’s catch you up.
The last you heard, I
was getting married... and I did... it was the most magical day; filled with
the best people and the best atmosphere. I would say my lack of writing has
been due to the fact that I have been infatuated with Newlywed life, or because
how do you follow up something as sweet as a wedding... or how do you even
capture your whole wedding into a small corner of the internet?
I am going to pick all
of the above, it also might have something to do with the fact that our life
hasn't stopped going.
I kept getting asked
during wedding planning, "what ever will you do with your time when you no
longer have to plan your wedding"? I would sit and wonder... and think...
and pray for silence? But I wouldn't have an answer. I would pray for no more
vendor calls, no more excessive money taken out of my account and no more long
hours hoping it would turn out like my pictures on Pinterest.
And then it was over...
And Adam and I received
some very, overwhelming and exciting news... WE ARE GOING TO
BE PARENTS. Yes, the shock value is still there. We wasted no time.
I know. Stop here if
this is too much information for one day. Try living this.
My first thought, I just
became a wife, I am supposed to conquer this first right? What if it's really
hard, what if I am a failure, what if everything changes now that we are
married? It will be easy they said… fun!
I am only poking fun, I
love being married. I love being married to my best friend. I love knowing that
I get to do life with one of the kindest souls that genuinely care for
me.
My next thought,
motherhood. How am I supposed to be a mom, I have about a hundred and my
sisters have kids so, it can't be that hard... right? Wrong. I am
already learning that even while kangaroo pouching a babe, you're on their
time. When they are hungry, you eat. When they are tired, you sleep. When you
automatically feel the need to use the restroom, there is no, give me ten
minutes to finish this project... you go.
The future is here. It's
happening. I love it, but I am anxious. Will I be a good mother, will Adam
still see me and his bride when I am covered head-to-toe in dirty clothes and
burp cloths? Will the pups love the babe as much as A and I already do? Is our
house ready for a baby? Will being go back to work be as hard as they describe?
Only time will tell... Until then, we can pray.
I hope this was a nice
catch up, I know it was probably a lot of news if you did not already know, but
here we are. And I am ready to take on this next journey. Stay tuned and maybe
when this laziness subsides, I will fill you in on all the things that have
been making my pregnancy life that much easier.
Sincerely,
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Such A Sweet Story About Two Very Sweet People In My Life,Oh Wait, I Mean Three People In My Life. Luve Ya
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